The Truth
You wake up at 6am before your alarm.
Not because you're motivated.
Because you fell asleep with the charts open.
You check your phone before you check if you're alive.
Red. Obviously red.
Someone in the group chat says "we're so back."
You've seen that message 47 times this month.
You type "LFG 🚀" and mean none of it.
By noon you've refreshed the chart 200 times.
Nothing changed.
You refreshed 200 more times just to confirm.
New day tomorrow. Fresh start. Clean slate.
Same shit.
$SSDD. It's not a token. It's your entire personality now.